♥ Forever in my heart. Promise. ♥
I'd love her to come be with me.
Wishful Thinking. Hopeless Dreaming.
19. California. Music. VG. ToB.
Goals: Guitar, Skate, Fit, Marines.
Long road. Dedication.
Adapt. Overcome. Inspire. Help. Dream♥.
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.
And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.
And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
— (via cultivate-solitude)
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
It’s 1.33am and I should be sleeping. Butt tonight, like other nights, I’m laying bed writing texts. Retyping texts that I never send. Writing new ones that I still don’t send. Thinking of a person that I hatefully love and lovingly hate. Thinking of the one person who meant the entire world to me, who I couldn’t live without, and now seeing we are living without each other. Am I fine.? If youu can call it that. Is she fine.? She’s better than perfect so I’ve heard. So who really lost.? The one who cared more. And I’ll always love her and honestly I wanted nothing more in this world than to marry her. Sometimes on nights like these I wonder why I put so much effort into that relationship. I was just a number for her. And she used me more than anyone ever has and made me feel so worthless I couldn’t begin to fill the words or thoughts. I’ll tell youu one text. One text I did write and almost sent: Would youu ever consider being with me again.? Cause I wanted to marry youu. That was one text. Youu made me happier than ever before. Butt tonight I was reading messages on my fb and came across yours and saw your photo of youu smiling. Then I remember she’ll never come see me or need me ever again. I’m done. And I’m closing my eyes to forget about the best time of my life and the worst girlfriend I’ve ever had. I love you to death though angel. Peace.
Still living for the day I get my box back from my ex. Dreaming of the moment I open it. Still laying down every night, just, waiting…sigh.
My phone is being dumb. :/ So 1 I wanted to apologize for lying to youu when I called youu. Ugh I feel terrible. 2 All I really wanted for my birthday was my box, your letter, and your bracelet and it would have been the best birthday ever. Sigh..
1 of 520 Next →